Tuesday, November 28, 2006
okae. this is to a friend i've only gotten to know better recently despite knowing each other for almost a year. i'm really really sorry.
yes, it's true what you said was hurtful but at the same time, i shouldnt have taken it seriously. so we're both in the wrong there.
but my problem is that when i dont want to talk about something, i wont. it's like closing a chapter of my 'life story' and i continue writing, i dont turn back to the previous pages. it'll be an ugly mark but i rather have it there untouched then have it be dissected further.
i can hear it from your voice that you feel helpless, guilty and upset and i'm sorry. i really cant and wont talk about it anymore. there's really nothing to say.
yes, it's true what you said was hurtful but at the same time, i shouldnt have taken it seriously. so we're both in the wrong there.
but my problem is that when i dont want to talk about something, i wont. it's like closing a chapter of my 'life story' and i continue writing, i dont turn back to the previous pages. it'll be an ugly mark but i rather have it there untouched then have it be dissected further.
i can hear it from your voice that you feel helpless, guilty and upset and i'm sorry. i really cant and wont talk about it anymore. there's really nothing to say.
what we could have been, 2:40 am.
